The more I lose my grasp on reality the happier I become
My sadness is temporary.
My pain irrelevant.
My existence small.
And my problems even smaller.
So I will stand back.
I will stand back and let the pieces of my life fall into place.
I will stand back and watch as my problems fade into nothing.
But I refuse to let my small existence whither away with the rest of the world.
I look at the pictures on my wall and think of the memories in my head.
I was there. The girl in those pictures is me.
She had different struggles, and potentially a better grasp on the frail pieces of life.
But she is me, and I am her.
I refuse to let my small existence whither away with the rest of the world
I look at the photos on my wall, and I know her problems faded just as mine will.
But her happiness remains.
And that’s all anyone can really ask for in a world as cruel as ours.
Because sadness is temporary.
Pain will fade.
And nothing really matters when you’re merely a speck on the universe.
So be happy before it’s all gone.
Allie Beaumont is a Senior on The Central Trend. She is entering her fourth and final year on staff and could not be more excited. This year she received...