I fell in love once.
On a sunny day in late August, running through unfamiliar hallways to an unfamiliar home.
I fell in love as the summer faded, as the leaves changed, and as the snow fell. I fell in love as the flowers bloomed, as the sun beamed, and as the trees swayed and the waves crashed on the shore.
Every day for the past four years, I fell in love again and again with writing. With The Central Trend.
I fell in love once, and now I love typewriters and my Notes app and an empty Google Doc. I love typing so fast that I can’t think straight, and the way my hands shake when I’m immersed in a story.
I fell in love once, and now I love leadership, teaching, helping, and guiding. I love watching my peers grow as writers before my eyes, and I love the camaraderie of this difficult, beautiful class.
I fell in love once, and now my love and I are drifting apart. Now, TCT will be something I reminisce on. Something I text Evelyn and Addie about in the middle of the night when they probably don’t want to hear from me. But it’s because I don’t want to forget.
And, selfishly, I don’t want to be forgotten. There are no more plaques, no way to commemorate my time here. I’m leaving behind pieces of myself, but they are intangible and forgotten by me already.
For all the fragments I’m leaving behind, I know the ones I’m taking with me are worth it.
Writing will be a part of me forever. It is ingrained in the way I think, the way I breathe. The way I see the world.
I’ve always been more of a sunrise person, and now the sun is setting; I’m ready to watch it unfold. I’m ready to be in awe of the colors taking over the vast blue sky that I have become ever so accustomed to.
I know I’m ready to watch it happen, and that’s the one thing I could never have predicted. I always thought I’d be a wreck right about now.
Without TCT, I don’t know that there would be a vibrant sunset. I think it would be a rather bland finale. But TCT truly taught me to see in color. To romanticize everything. To find the good, always.
I fell in love once, and I have been forever changed.










































