You were of summer, but I am of winter
the sun eclipsed the moon
and everything broke.
a bright light came and went soon
like a bulb bursting brightly,
and you flooded my vision.
a film on reel yet none of it real—
none of it tangible in my nervous hands.
your eyes winked at me in hues of teal
as those moments played over and over again
on a haunting repeat.
yet it was ecstasy and bliss
to see those days again—your eyes again
like a heavenly kiss
the joy spread through me from tip to toes
as I saw what we had.
the movie tied me in, feeding me sweets—
sweets so sickly and slyly saccharine
every frame bounced to the beat,
dancing to the summertime soundtrack
because that’s who you were.
you were a summer season of a person
with that all-controlling sun.
everything you said to me was cursive,
intoxicatingly slanted and specific.
and the heat held me.
your heat held me, helped me, healed me
as if hugged in jagged love.
you put a name to my nobody
and a comfort to my mind
but you were one with the time.
it was too good, I knew and I know,
but to let go was to admit
that you were the reason I was lit aglow—
you were the reason for that grin—
and that my joy was not inherently my own.
the days grew long and lonely
as your heat fell and faded,
for I didn’t know the me
outside of your cloudless skies.
your rapture was revered and so beautifully mine.
when that first sign of gust appeared—
that first sign of the dreaded end—
you slipped so silently away as I had feared
and did not care if I was the one to decay
with the flowers you had left me.
yet where you left fields of hope,
fields you had abandoned and axed,
I let my own scintillating snow and sleet elope
and eagerly embosom the land
for it was my time for a turn at the seasoned spirit.
Lynlee is a senior and is starting her final year in the midst of all this COVID-19 chaos, which is fitting for her strange luck. Room 139—home to The...
anonymous • Jan 5, 2020 at 7:32 pm
Lynlee, you are so talented. Your words never cease to bore me, and as I read, I am always in a constant state of intrigue. The alliteration and the imagery you use make your words jump out at me. Your words are so powerful and so full of meaning. I love reading everything you write. Keep up the amazing work!